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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Tue June 29, 2010

Well, its been an interesting week already. On Sunday, I took Blake to see Toy Story 3-in 3D. Blake didnt care for the glasses. He seemed to love the movie though! My cousin Jamie had her son Trey bring over a family photo she took of us on the beach, it is such a great photo. I am so excited to hang it in our house. She blew it up-not sure on diminsions yet. But I am so excited to have it! Then we all went to Quiznos for dinner. Sunday evening the Proton Center called us to let us know the Proton machine was broken. :( No Proton therapy on Monday. We still had his neuro-opthamalogy apt-and his weekly see with Dr. Mahajan. We are no longer done July 16, at first I was really bummed out. Our new last day is July 19-soo we are going to go ahead and schedule his MRI for that week. We are planning on coming home the 24th. I figure just in case the Proton machine breaks down again we have a few days to spare now. It hard relying on a unpredictable machine...ya just never know when its gonna break down. All the staff is great though. They take really good care of Blake. Today, oh boy-our day started off with me realizing my keys were in my aunts car from dinner last night. She was already at work...so she came home and dropped my keys off-then we speed off to proton therapy arriving just in time! lol I felt like such an idiot. She is soo good to me! I would be lost without her!! So thankful for her!
Slowly loosing his hair
Blake's hair is slowly falling out in the area he is receiving proton therapy. Which seems to be right in the front above his scar-so Wed night I am going to buzz his hair all off. Goodbye mohawk. This will be the 1st time he wont have a mohawk-he was born with a full head of hair and as soon as it was long enough-he had his mohawk. I know that it seems kinda sad, im just taking it as a sign that the proton therapy is doing its job! He didnt lose any hair during chemo-and then we found out the chemo wasnt working. I have pictures posted on my facebook-if you have fb-look me up: Mandy Blake-Danforth. I am on fb almost everyday. lol My cousin Jackie is coming down to stay a few days with us. She will be here tomorrow night. We have some fun stuff planned. It will be nice to have some help at our apts. I will be sure to let you all know what we end up doing. Thanks for keeping up with us! Talk to you soon!!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Sat June 26, 2010

Hi everyone! Sorry its been so long since my last post, this week was a long one. Here is my recap:
Mon-Our first apt was a Neuro-psych evaluation. Blake was so hungry he couldnt focus, so I asked for our apt to be rescheduled for a later time that week. We then went over to Proton therapy and Blake was so brave. There was a few faces I didnt recognize in the Proton room. This tall guy was the one who was trying to access Blake's port. He poked him 3 times before another nurse came over to do it right. I was so mad-Blake was SO brave-he watched the guy keep poking him with this big needle. I thought he would cry but he just watched. You could tell it hurt a little but he didnt cry. I was so proud of him. I could have killed that guy though. lol Oh and then that night when we got home his little port access tube-wasnt taped up good. He was playing on the floor and all of a sudden he is holding this little tube saying "here mom, help please" I thought it was one of Jeans parts or something. So I told him to put it back and he kept saying help mama. Then it hit me what it was-oh crap! Luckily his line was closed by the little clip-other wise he could have bleed out. I quickly put his tube connector back on-and made sure to make them tape it up so that wouldnt happen again. So scary! Then the poor kid came home and fell into the stone step and got a goose egg on his forehead. lol Poor kid had one heck of a Monday!
Tues-Oh Tuesday-what a day. This was my dreaded long day. It actually started off pretty smooth. We had a 730am labs, 800 EEG, then 930 Proton therapy, then 1200 Dr Slopis, then 2pm PT, 3pm OT. The first 3 apts went so smoothly. We arrived at the Proton Center-free parking, rode the shuttle over for the labs and EEG at the main campus, then caught the shuttle back over to the PTC (Proton Therapy Center). Once Blake was done with Proton therapy we caught the shuttle again back to the main campus, and this is when everything fell apart. lol So Dr. Slopis's nurse called and told me to come over right after Proton and they could see Blake early. So at 1130 we were in the waitin room. We waited till 1230 when the nurse let us know he had left the office and would be back at 1. Okay I thought another 30 min wont be too bad. At 130 I went up to ask the receptionist if he was just running late or what?! 10 min later they called us back to go to the exam room. One of his attendings came in and started the examination at 2pm. I was a little upset at this point-now we were missing PT. At 3 I thought she was done with us-well she was, but Dr. Slopis still wanted to talk with us. So we missed our OT apt too. We left his office at 430. I was SO exhausted and so was Blake. Dr. Slopis was very nice-but I feel like he should have rescheduled our apt rather than making us wait that long. He gave me some good info-and answered my questions. I just wish we wouldnt of had to wait so long, especially with how long our day was. By the time we got home we both were so tired-we ate dinner and crashed hard!
Wed-A nice recovery day for us-lol Only had Proton that day so we went out and did a little shopping. I found Blake a pair of white Etnies for $13.99. That is so cheap! I need to get him one more pair for when he grows. Normally Etnies ar $40, so they are a really good deal. lol.
Thurs-Proton, and saw Dr. Mahajan for our weekl apt. She said the redness on his head will soon be the area where his hair will fall out of. He is still doing really well with the radiation. So far it seems to be a lot easier on him than the chemo. He is full of energy and playing like a normal 3 year old! He is such a tough kid!
Friday-Started out with Proton therapy at 730-ugh! Then saw Dr. Wolff, who I found out is moving to Boston. I told him we were sad to hear it. We LOVE him!! Blake pretends to be Dr. Wolff. Then we had our Nuero-psych eval. Blake did a pretty good job, at the end our therapist had to bribe him with a surprise. lol He knows how to work the nurses now. lol He got a pretty cool tool set. We came home-napped, then that night we met up with Jamie and Pam and all went to the pool. Blake loved it! Jamie got in the big pool with him and was teaching him how to swim. The rest of us just sat pool side and hung out. lol We came home around 9 and hung out in the kitchen. After Blake went to bed we had a really fun girls night. Cranberry-Pomagranate Vodka drinks mmm!! lol It was such a nice evening. Perfect end to my week. I just love my family down here. I am really gonna miss them. I know that we will all stay in touch. Blake adores all of them. I think its SO cool that this experience has made me closer to a part of my family that I hardly knew when we first came down here. Now I fell like will be a part of our lives forever! So cool!
I also want to add that we made some really sweet friends at PTC. Blake loves playing with Noah and his little brother Isaac. He calls Isaac-baby Isaac. He is so gentle with him. lol Its very sweet to watch. Kristin is their mom and I have really enjoyed talking to her-she seems to have the same stresses as I do, and its nice to have someone to realate to. Especially when our hubbies are so far away-working. I hope to stay in touch with her as well. They are from Pennsylvania. I think it would be cool for Blake and Noah and Isaac to stay in touch too. Little pen pals-so when they get bigger they can look back and see what they experienced together at such a young age! Well, I think that about sums up my week. lol 3 more weeks to go and then we will be headed home to Lees Summit. I will talk to you all soon! Thank you all for the continued prayers and support! Love you all!!

Friday, June 18, 2010

Fri June 18, 2010

I am so thankful that its Friday!! We had another long day. I was so excited this morning because our apt was for 9am, early enough to do something with the rest of the day. Boy did I jinx us. lol We got there at 830-we have to be 30 min early to ALL of our Proton apts-all ready for him to go back, we had one lil guy ahead of us. They took him back-then they came back to the waiting room...I was like NOOOO, please dont tell me the machine is broken again. It was-darn thing!! Its been broken I guess for the past several Fridays. Not to mention a few late starts during the week. I guess its pretty tempermental. Ugh!! Technology. lol So 2 1/2 hours later it was FINALLY Blakes turn. He was so hungry and tired by then. He fell asleep while I was holding him. Poor kid. I swear, this whole NO BREAKFAST is killing us! I hate it! We gotta do what we gotta do though, right?! So after he woke up at 115 we rode the shuttle over for our apt with Dr. Wolff. We were only 5 hours late for our apt. lol Crazy right? Dr. Wolff is actually in Venice for a conference, so we got to meet Dr. Vatts. He is amazing too!! We chatted with him, I liked the way he described the radiation process. He said its like Blakes tumor is a shell, the radiation is killing everything inside the shell, then as time goes on the shell may shrink as the tissue inside is dying. Hopefully radiation will stabilize his tumor. I just keep praying that Blake is a miracle and the whole tumor just disappears. Wouldnt that be SO cool! Ok so finally at 330 we were done and headed back to my car at the Proton center. And by 430 we were finally home. So much for a short day huh?! lol Oh well.
So tomorrow at 9am I will be saying goodbye to my hubby. Back to KC he will fly. I am not looking too forward to that. I am going to miss him. Blake has been quite the handfull lately. After talking to other moms it sounds like we are all suffering together with the same problems. Its horrible because these lil kids have already been through so much, and dont have the words to express their frustration/pain or whatever they are going through. So we all just try to do the best we can and take care of them-with LOTS and LOTS of patience. It is exhausting I will be honest. lol I am SO tired at the end of the day, but Blake is SO worth it. I know he means well, id be grumpy and aggravated too if I didnt get to eat for hours and was running around without a nap at 3 years old. I guess thats all for now-I will talk to you all soon!!
Oh, and I have had a few people ask for our address down here-If you wanna send a card to Blake, or color a picture I know he would love to receive them!

Our address here is:
4709 Broadmoor Dr.
League City, TX 77573


Thanks everyone! We love you all!!